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                                                 One Vision's Long Journey into Reality

  

This blog is a diary of my 18 month process to develop, finance and produce an independent, digital, feature film.  Come along for the ride, comment if you like, and maybe we’ll learn something (and of course have a little fun).  From March 15, 2005 to September 15, 2006, I have 550 days to turn my dream and vision into reality, with only my imagination to guide me.  The countdown is on.  Will I make it?  Check in regularly and see for yourself …


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Archive Four

June 2, 2005     - One for the Hunter -

A stairway to the stars? ...

Back in the early/mid-'70's in college I worked part time as a bartender at a lake resort outside of Austin.  Usually I worked conventions or private parties.  On one particular weekend when there was a journalist convention, I worked one of their big parties (more like drunken brawl).  There were a number of famous journalists there, but I didn't pay it too much attention, as my bar station was outside on the veranda where most of them weren't.  As the evening wore on, they pretty much left me alone out there.  Just as I started to shut my area down, a guy stumbled out and lit up.  He stared out over the lake, looked up at the starry night, and silently smoked his cigarette, paying me no heed ...

Finally after several silent minutes, he slid over to the bar and ordered a drink.  We had a few moments of small talk, of which he mostly complained about the sorry state of the world, and then he got silent and reflective again.  I went back to packing up my bar, and just as I was about finished he wanted to know what my aspirations were.  When I informed him that I wanted to be a writer, he blurted out into a cynical, hysterical laugh.  I wasn't amused ...

Then an odd thing happened.  He went soft on me.  Guess I didn't hide my hurt feelings too well, even though I thought I'd shrugged it off.  Just as I was about to leave, he clumsily grabs my arm, and says very softly and poignantly, 'Write as if you're building a stairway to the stars'.  I found that very odd coming from someone who seemed so cynical.  Once I was almost out of earshot range, he went back to his other self and yelled back to finish his remark, 'Because you're going to need a way off this lousy planet some day!'  Whatever, I thought ...

I later learned who he was, Hunter Thompson, the wacked-out gonzo journalist himself.  Most of you probably know that he went the way of Hemingway (with a gun to his head) a few months ago.  Anyway, as there have been several tributes to him of late, it reminded me of my chance meeting with him that late, lonely night thirty years ago.  I hope he found that stairway.  I think he really needed it ...

473 days and counting ...

J-Alden

 

Comments --

Dear REAL Filmmaker: -- 6/4

Now that you have embarked upon the journey - you can tell anyone you meet that you are indeed a "filmmaker."  "Fake it - until you Make it" - and you have made it.  I have to catch up on your Blog but I simply came across it taking a break from yet another Saturday Night of work and I wanted to wish you luck. I am an entertainment attorney and help run a small but prolific indie film studio that also distributes genre low-budget films.  So, I will be watching with interest and if you have any questions, please feel free to touch base.  I will do my best to get back to you promptly but things are a bit crazed at the moment.

Anonymous

 

June 6, 2005     - Updates -

A little of that, more of this and some bits in between ...

Thought I'd let you all know what progress, if any, I'd actually made on my little project ...

Director - I'm still talking to potentials, but also heavily weighting the idea of directing this myself.  Some things are going on that should help me decide within the next couple weeks, even though in my own mind I had wanted to decide by now (and I think I think I already know I know) ...

Script - I'm prepping the third draft and will be in solitude next month (or two) to crank out this latest edition.  The characters have cooled down some, and know where their place is, but they still don't know what's completely in store for them.  Ha, ha, it'll be fun ...

Cinematographer - I've seen some pretty cool reels and had a couple good conversations.  I will continue to explore this, but I'm happy with where this is headed.  I've got my own ideas about the look I want, and we'll see how (if?) I can get the right guy (or gal) on board who can dial into my vision ...

Casting - Yeah, right.  I'm really leaning towards going non-union.  Talked to SAG once and will one more time before I decide, but I'm looking for a casting director who's willing to help search for the best non-union talent on the planet.  I got five roles that most good actors would love to get their hands on, but I'm not giving them to anyone ...

Music - Wow, I've gotten some great stuff.  Seems to be some really talented musicians out there.  And I'm getting closer to figuring out where I need to go musically with this, which may seem weird but I'm hearing it in my head now in several of the scenes (no, it's not a musical - but it could be).  Anyway, trying to communicate in words about music is what, like dancing about architecture? ...

Other - Not much other right now, other than the dough, but I'll let my executive producer worry about that.  Yes, I have one, and I have faith in her, so we'll leave it at that for now.  C'mon woman, show me the money! ...

469 days and counting ...

J-Alden

 

June 10, 2005     - Experimental Exploration -

Shading advant-gardeism ...

I recently embarked on a journey I really didn't get finish in my youth, one into the usually inaccessable and sometimes intimidating worlds of experimental film.  Rediscovering the dreamy constructs of Maya Deren, the allegorical meta-mythology of Jean Cocteau, the supernatural complexity of Curtis Harrington, the neo-poetic imagery of Kenneth Anger, the complicated abstractness of James Whitney, the musical symbology of Stan Brakhage, and the ...

Uh, sorry, guess I could keep going on about this, but there's a newfound richness in this alternative cinematic world that I had forgot about, and of course seems so sorely lacking in our modern mass-media world.  Oh well, I suddenly feel at a loss of words, and now see words will not serve this too intellectualized moment.  I'm going back to more of these images, and will check back in, when I can find the words (not!) worthy of worlds I am rediscovering and exploring once again ...

465 days and counting ...

J-Alden

 

Comments --

About Maya Deren: -- 6/13

Just wanted to pass on that when I was a young man I had the privilege of meeting Maya back in the early fifties, and feel fortunate that I was able to do so, even though I would not call her a good friend or anything. I think she preferred her work to people anyway, though I certainly don't mean anything by that. It's actually too bad she left us so soon, as I'm sure she had a lot of good work left in her. Being around her was almost an out-of-body experience. Anyway, just happened to come across your blog thing a while back. Good luck.

L. Gray

 

June 14, 2005     - Our Lucky 13 -

Verbs, images, events, facts and physical activities, all dandy tools to dig up that storytelling imagination ...

I have never been one easily swayed by the so available crutches of superstition, even though I'd be the first to admit to be easily seduced by its distant cousin (arguably for sure) of the human imagination.  The superstition I refer to is of the discourse of black cats, the number 13, being called 'lucky or 'jinxed' and sundry other oddities of misused imagination.  The truer and purer use of imagination has no such constructs, I would imagine ...

What does this have to do with anything?  Well, since you asked, or actually I asked for you, I am compelled to respond in an imaginative way.  This past weekend I spent an enjoyable three days with a dozen other filmmakers exploring the illusive world of storytelling at one of Judith Weston's Workshops in L.A., specifically the one, Acting for Directors.  Making us all, of course, a baker's dozen of filmmakers ...

After having read both of Ms. Weston's very informative books, Directing Actors and The Film Directors' Intuition, I was drawn to the material and decided to check out her workshops.  Now over the years I've been to my share of film workshops and seminars, and I don't usually rate or rank my experiences since it seems more productive to allow the uniqueness of of each one to 'cast its own shadow', yet I have to honestly say this was one of the more enjoyable film workshops/classes/seminars I have ever attended.  All who participated were great, smart and talented, plus the agenda, material and experiential happening were more than expected, and of course Judith was delightful, fun and inspiring.  I highly recommend her to any level of director (and of course actor, writer, producer, etc.) ...

Afterwards, after driving back to my humble abode in Ventura County, I began thinking about the widely diverse group of people (several were from outside the US) who had participated in the event, how well everyone seemed to get along and of the passion they carried.  And that led me to considering the general state of the world today, which didn't lead me to a good place ...

Now, I'm not much of a political animal these days, and actually haven't been for quite a while, even though I was a product of the sixties and seventies and participated in plenty of the happenings of that era.  I grew a bit cynical of all that, and probably escaped a bit into the imaginary worlds created by own writings (and certainly of others) over the years.  And this weekend I was partially reminded why, because of this grand paradox of reality and illusion, a bit of a cosmic joke it seems.  The closer you look at reality (the obvious outer world), the less unreal it can seem, but the more you dive into the illusionary world (the imagination?) the more real that can actually seem.  It's as if the forces of creation have actually placed us all in the midst of a cosmic puzzle for us to figure our way out of, and our only real tool for finding the solution is our imagination, the thing most of us in the real world only think as a being a figment of something rather illusive and unreal.  Maybe if only we could turn one world inside on the other, there would be a way out? ...

And even though it is something we all have, it is different in each of us all.  It is why I can say if I have faith in anything in this crazy world, it is not nations, governments, corporations, organized religions, marching armies, or social movements, because they exist with little or no imagination, usually only for their narrow self-serving agendas.  Since it is only in each individual where imagination exists, it is only where any hope can lie, and where the real power seems to exist.  Every once in awhile I feel lucky when I get to see that possibility in each of us, and I was reminded of that once again this weekend.  Maybe me feeling 'lucky' might suggest I could actually be a bit superstitious.  More correctly, it's me feeling that 'magic' can happen sometimes, especially when imagination is the prime ingredient and individuals are allowed to thrive ...

So to all those individual-filmmakers I got to meet this weekend, good luck in all your present and future endeavors!  We might be the people we have been waiting for (figuratively speaking), as maybe it takes others seeing us in their imagination for us to see how and who we really are?  A bit metaphysical for sure, but hey I'm just trying to have a little fun here, and possibly I'll stumble upon some simple, honest truth ...

Tidbits: Check out this Onion Article for a bit of a chuckle, and this intriguing Film Road Show, coming out of my old stomping grounds in Austin.  Have fun, and be well ...

461 days and counting ...

J-Alden

 

June 19, 2005     - A Discourse -

Good for him, a reader speaks up ...

I should do this more often.  Every once in a while a reader of this blog takes me to task and challenges my seemingly humble words that I periodically slap out into the cyber world.  Anyway, below is our recent exchange.  And if you'd like to chime in, be my guest ...

In reference to my June 6 post, Ty wrote (about my casting comments):

"I'm looking for a casting director who's willing to help search for the best non-union talent on the planet."

What an odd thought. I can see the professional casting person's eyes roll now. (I'm thinking of ones I know.) How much time will that take? The savvy casting person can actually make a nice income at that. "Gee, we're really having a problem with these roles, but we'll keep trying........" (the meter is still running).

That's like saying you want the best non-certified doctor to perform your prostate surgery. The best unlicensed electrician to wire up your new house. The best legal aid person to try your case.

I find most of the time, the yearning for non-union talent has more to do with hiring actors who will eat time spent on your on-set ponderings and not charge you for it. Of course, the rest of the crew (many of whom could also be union) have to eat them too.

So why pick on union actors? It hardly seems fair. What has guided you to this decision?

BTW, you'll also need a good sound person.

My response to Ty:

Ty, thanks for your note.  Hopefully I can address your concerns.

I can see from your remarks, that either I mis-communicated myself, you didn’t understand, or you haven’t read my earlier posts in describing my position more (or a combination of these).  I understand (or think I do) where you are coming from as these are legitimate concerns, but the argument that seems to be shaping up is the stereotypical one of the big time money-grubbing producer taking advantage of the oppressed worker bees.  I for one have no trouble with unions protecting the interests of their members against the mean-spirited, bottom-lined agents of our corporate dominated world.  I’ve certainly fallen prey to that mentality.  No, I am more of a blue-collar (sorry for the stereotype) kind of guy myself than one of the corporate suit-dweebs (even though I have worked in that world too).  But what I see that's sometimes common in both worlds is a narrow mindedness that closes doors of opportunities for both.

I am basically a maverick of sorts, not for its own sake, but probably because I have trouble with authority and authority figures.  When someone tells me I ‘need’ or ‘have’ to do something a certain way, my impulse is always to do it another way, even if it’s wrong.  They
say ‘because those are the rules’, or ‘that’s the way it’s always been done’, or ‘that’s what everyone else does’.  Now of course, after my initial reaction, I usually more rationally consider what my choices are, but I never bow in the beginning to do something a certain way because I’m ‘supposed’ to.

Now back to the points at hand.  I have worked on both union and non-union shoots and have had various good and bad experiences with both.  I have seen SAG shut down productions for the most minor of reasons, and I think it’s obvious that SAG actors for the most part are more talented and professional than the alternative.  I am not a big time producer.  I wrote a simple drama that I want to produce, and have limited funds to see it through.  I have no big corporation or studio behind me.  I know SAGindie has created some budget-friendly situations for low budget productions such as mine.  I think they had to, because for many of us the previous ones priced us out of the market.  But for me, it just wasn’t just about the money, but the other conditions that place such a burden on a low budget producer such as myself.  When I went to speak to them, I was somewhat surprised about their attitude.  Though initially friendly, they had a so-what attitude about my concerns.  Basically a take it or leave it, our way or the highway approach, such a Gestapo-like, superior than-thou attitude.  Not exactly an eye-opener because I’ve seem some bizarre behavior of SAG reps on shoots.  But yes, my maverick-ism came to the surface and I was a bit miffed.

For a moment, look at it from my viewpoint.  I have written a script that I have labored over for a couple years, long days and long nights of tearing my hair out (and I don’t have much left), beating my head against the wall (I’m running out bandages) and spending very little quality time with my wife and kids (who think I’m crazier than a mad hatter).  Then I go out among friends, relatives, everyone else I know and everyone they all know and try to scrape up enough mullah to actually get this into production, and hopefully on some kind of screen somewhere (because if it doesn’t I could lose my friends, and my relatives may not speak to me for awhile).  But to get into production, I’ve got to go and get the project ‘approved’ by a group of people who have made certain rules I am supposed to follow, or else, and have no concern for my concerns.  Wait a minute, I took the initiative, created the project, raised the money, am not paying myself, and am taking all the risk, but if I want to this, I have to do it their way, by their rules.  And not only that, if I play by their rules, I will always be under the subject of their rules for the life of the project in perpetuity, even though they had nothing to do with the creation and exploitation of said ‘product’.  Wow, is this America?  Guess what people, there are no guarantees in life.  I am perfectly willing to take on the risk of doing this project, because that’s how things work in this world, but to sign over guarantees to other forces that could make it harder on the success of the project?  God, I’ve already got all the forces against me.  Why would I want to take on another?  And hey, if there’s going to be a payout here, how about sharing some of the risk then?  Huh?  Boy SAG didn’t like that.  ‘Sorry, your problems don’t concern us’.

The bottom line for me is about serving the project.  All my decisions are based on that, not how much money or fame, or anything else is out there.  I am a storyteller by nature, and all I am trying to do is tell an engaging, intriguing story in an original way.  All the rest is fluff and irrelevant.

Sorry Ty, gotten a bit long-winded here.  Now, to address some of your particular questions.  Actually not ‘an odd thought’, more common than you seem to think, as I have talked to some casting directors about non-union routes.  While most have tried to talk me into the union route, some are intrigued by the project enough to consider it, and understand where I’m coming from.  And guess what, there is a lot of unrecognized talent all across this country.  I’ve traveled around a bit and seen some amazing undiscovered talent in community theater, and a number of others have also told me the same.  What could be more grassroots indie than using talented complete unknowns and giving them a shot?  I heard it estimated by several people that there are about 5,000 or more indie productions a year under the Hollywood radar, and that about 70-90% of them are non-union.  Sure a lot of them are crap and basically home movies, but a few break out and get distributed.

Boy, you’re really into the certified thing, aren’t you?  I’ve been around long enough to know that doesn’t guarantee a thing.  The best thing here is just to use some common horse sense, not be enamored by set of plaques on the wall.  Jeez, it just takes some thinking for yourself, seeing what people have done, getting referrals, talking to them and others, not some robotic glaze because some established bureaucratic agency has said this guy (or gal) is okay.  (plus I think getting a doc to operate on you is a bit more severe than getting an actor in a film, let’s have some reality here)

As far as picking on union actors, huh?  I think SAG is protecting their interests pretty well, so do I need to?  Who’s protecting mine?  No one, and that’s perfectly fine.  I’ve taken that on, and will be as responsible as I can be with that.  Fair?  Life is fair?  Did I miss that contract when I was born?  Where do I sign?  I think you’ve possibly hit on the crux of your dilemma.  Because life can be inherently unfair, especially for those who have become its victim, for some there seems to be a need or motivation to try and square that up somehow, which may lead one to search out for the people in society who have more power, wealth, influence, etc. to get some kind of retribution for their sense of injustice the world has placed on them.  Hey look, don’t take yourself so seriously, get over it, and move on.  Life is too short (as they say) to get too hung up in all this minutiae.

Anyway, let me tell you where I’m coming from on my particular project.  I don’t believe in not paying people something.  Everyone’s lodging, food and transportation will be taken care of, and there will be a weekly rate, probably lower than their normal rate.  For that consideration, everyone will get a piece of the film, from first dollar in, not the typical deferment deal.  In other words, the first money into us (as producers), all will get a percentage of that, along with us and the investors, not behind them all.  This is similar to Indigent (and some other small companies) does.

As a final note of concern, I am usually a bit skeptical working with someone who is much more concerned up front about their job and what they are paid, rather than whether they want to work on a particular project or not (I know some of you have been treated poorly by
unscrupulous producers, but I don’t operate that way).  I am serving the project and its vision, and I want people who buy into that, want to participate and truly help add something to the project.  I’m actually a decent and fair guy to work with, and always try to do the right thing, because that’s how I want people to treat me and would like to world to be (even if I may recognize it as not being fair, that doesn’t mean I won’t try to make my little world as fair as I can).  But the minute I sense someone is trying to take unfair advantage of the situation and is taking away from the project instead of adding to it, then they’re gone.  They’ve breached my trust, which I have honestly and graciously extended to them.  I like to have fun when I’m working (I do both hard), but will not tolerate being undermined.  I don’t take it personally, but take it as a threat to the success of the project.  The bottom line is I’m looking for ‘partners’ rather than ‘employees’ to see this project reach its full potential, because the quality of the finished ‘product’ will determine both how much we all make long term, and whether we’re proud enough of it to brag that we actually got to work on this project.

And yes Ty, I will need a good sound guy.  It’s something that many indies don’t address well enough, but I will not make that mistake.  Hope you stayed around to read this damn long-winded rant.  But you shouldn’t have got me going ;-)  Good luck on your future endeavors.  Make sure they all sound right!

And Ty responded back (my words he's responding to are in italics):

Like myself, you have spent time on many sides of the fences. There are pluses and minuses at each location. At worst, unionism creates mediocrity. At best, it attempts to provide stability and, therefore, a happier work force.  We also share the impulse to question authority.  :)

What were your concerns? I too am miffed by some o what they think is reasonable, btw, and I'm a member of AFTRA and SAG.

I am a storyteller by nature, and all I am trying to do is tell an engaging, intriguing story in an original way.  All the rest is fluff and irrelevant.

Dreams can be as oppressive as the corporate world, no?

While most have tried to talk me into the union route, some are intrigued by the project enough to consider it, and understand where I’m coming from.

More to the point, those casting people make a lot more money off of non-union actors than from union actors. On something as simple as a narration, the average non-union may make $250, $50 of which goes right back in the pocket of the casting company. It's very easy for them to position themselves with you because of their profit motive.

Sure a lot of them are crap and basically home movies, but a few break out and get distributed.

Well there are some long odds there. Also, as I'm sure you have found out, stage acting and acting for film are very different crafts.

(plus I think getting a doc to operate on you is a bit more severe than  getting an actor in a film, let’s have some reality here)

Mine were just off hand examples, but I do think that there is an order to things.

As far as picking on union actors, huh?  I think SAG is protecting their interests pretty well, so do I need to?

No, but you're indirectly and very strongly dissing them (us) by your stated preferences.

Hey look, don’t take yourself so seriously, get over it, and move on. Life is too short (as they say) to get too hung up in all this minutiae.

Well you sound pretty serious in the paragraph above.

I am serving the project and its vision, and I want people who buy  into that, want to participate and truly help add something to the project.

Well serving the project and its vision is you being committed to you and selling it to others. So you'd be the boss.

The bottom line is I’m looking for ‘partners’ rather than ‘employees’ to see this project reach its full potential, because the quality of the finished ‘product’ will determine both how much we all make long term, and whether we’re proud enough of it to brag that we actually got to work on this project.

At a certain level that business plans works, but it's difficult to extend it down all the way to worker bees. "Everyone is equal, but some are more equal than others"..was that in Animal Farm?

Hope you stayed around to read this damn long-winded rant.  But you shouldn’t have got me going.  ;-)

I see I've achieved my purpose, which was to engage you. :)
 

Well, next time, maybe I should respond? (or some of you?) ...

456 days and counting ...

J-Alden

 

June 24, 2005     - A Discourse, Part 2 -

Yes, a little bit more of it ...

As a continuation of the previous post on the 19th, here's one more exchange between my new buddy Ty and myself ...

TY: What were your concerns? I too am miffed by some on what they (SAG) think is reasonable, btw, and I'm a member of AFTRA and SAG.

JA: See April 19th posting & read the low budget agreements (I will get into more detail in a later posting on the blog)
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TY: Dreams can be as oppressive as the corporate world, no?

JA: Touche.  Of course with dreams (and my imagination) at least they’re mine (or at least I’m deluded that they are, but ignorance is bliss, huh?), but the other (corporate world), well, who really owns that?
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TY: More to the point, those casting people make a lot more money off of non-union actors than from union actors. On something as simple as a narration, the average non-union may make $250, $50 of which goes right back in the pocket of the casting company. It's very easy for them to position themselves with you because of their profit motive.

JA: Well maybe so, but I hope to alleviate that by flat rates.

TY: How's that work?  Show up to act and regardless of how long it takes, I pay you $X?

JA: Of course not.  We'll work out a weekly rate and a schedule that lays out how long the days will be, pretty straight forward stuff.  And sure, we may have to haggle, but if we're not both (all) happy with the situation then we just won't move forward together (meaning I'll have to find someone else who wants to actually do this).
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TY: Well there are some long odds there. Also, as I'm sure you have found out, stage acting and acting for film are very different crafts.

JA: Sure, different in some obvious ways, but most actors tell me they use the same basic techniques to get into the skin of their characters.

TY: Well don't believe what they tell you ;)
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TY: Mine were just off hand examples, but I do think that there is an order to things.

JA: Well, as far as taking up the ‘order of things’, we could probably get into a long philosophical argument about that.  I think in a left-brain world we can make or perceive order in anything, but things get a bit more complex and abstract in a right-brain world (and less order).  I only make that comparison because film seems to be a great example of integrating both to achieve something that neither can do alone, a type of balance if you will.  It is where the creatives and technicals seem to get tied up, and hopefully a competent director can pull both together and make sense of it all in a filmic way.  (I know your point had to do with union vs. non-union as far as order, but we could go on and on about that the way people have been going on for decades, so just went in a different direction with that, as there isn’t always an apparent order to things for everyone).
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TY: You're indirectly and very strongly dissing them (us) (SAG) by your stated preferences.

JA: Actually, I don’t feel I’m dissing them at all (at least the actors themselves, more the authority of SAG), just playing in a different sandbox.  It’s like having the kid down the block have all these rules and conditions to play in his big sandbox.  That’s fine, it’s his and he has the right.  I’m just playing in a different (probably smaller) sandbox (my own?).  Do I have to play in his?  Am I required to?  If so, why?  Because they say so?  If true, is that not fascist?

TY: About as fascist as demanding work from people without telling them how much work and expecting them to take a fixed fee.

JA: See comments above.  There will be a schedule and an hour limit per day.  It will all be spelled out in a pretty standard, normal way (in writing) before we proceed.  I really don't see what the problem is, as it'll just be a contract between two consenting adults.
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TY: Well you sound pretty serious in the paragraph above.

JA: Touche again.  Well maybe I did get too serious, but to tell you the truth I usually don’t take myself or the world too seriously.  In fact, I prefer my work to be my play.  I’ve had a number of people who previously worked for (with) me tell me I was the most fun boss (co-worker) they ever had.  I actually work to monitor how serious I get, because work goes a lot better when levity is a strong factor.

TY: I'm trying to do the same thing.
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TY: Well serving the project and its vision is you being committed to you and selling it to others. So you'd be the boss.

JA: Doesn’t someone need to be?  I feel I’m better than any boss I’ve ever had.  In fact, I’d be willing to share that responsibility with others, as I do plan to have a couple co-producers working with me.  Are you volunteering?  Actually, I’ve seen a number of times when people who complain about their bosses, refuse to take that on when asked to do so.  Many don’t want the responsibility, but still complain. Go figure.

TY: hahahaha!
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TY: At a certain level that business plans works, but it's difficult to extend it down all the way to worker bees. "Everyone is equal, but some are more equal than others" …was that in Animal Farm?

JA: Yes, of course it’s difficult.  Anything worthwhile is, but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try to make that happen.  Intent and effort is worth a lot.  Your quote, it’s in the mind of the believer.  If you believe you’re not equal, then you certainly won’t be.  If you believe you are, maybe you still aren’t, but you can strive for it.  Why not try?  We’re not static, we grow, we improve, we evolve.  No one’s ever in the same place as anyone else, but so what?  Maybe next year I’ll be close to where you are today, and ad infinitum …

TY: Yah, maybe. The quote was more about who dominates whom. Who's the boss. I know you hate being other than the boss.

JA: Actually, that's not true.  I've not been the boss more than I have.  It's just that many of my previous bosses weren't very good (in my estimation) at what they did.  But now, the ones who were I had no problem with them being my boss.  In a way I feel I've been lucky having so many lousy bosses because I learned a lot ways not to be, and that's helped me play that game better.  Now some people just hate bosses, but I'm not that way.  I think people can command respect and authority, but they have to earn it.  Its the ones who grab and grasp for it that I usually have the problem with.  It seems you feel someone has to dominate others in this relationship, but I view it as more a team concept not an adversarial one.  I have seen it work, and when it does it's a thing of beauty.
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TY: I see I've achieved my purpose, which was to engage you. :)

JA: Jeez, does that mean I need to get you a ring?  ;-)

TY: Nah, that would be too establishment.
 

And thanks, Ty.  You've been a good sport in all of this.  Next time we'll be moving onto something else ...

Tidbits: Check out the Los Angeles Film Festival going on right now (thru Sun.), and the Low Budget Summit I plan to attend, or the Finance Conference I hope to attend ...

451 days and counting ...

J-Alden

 

June 25, 2005     - News Flash! -

SAG is starting to see the light ...

At the Low Budget Summit I was at today (at the LA Film Festival), SAG Indie announced to the public for the first time that they've redone their low budget contracts to make them more producer friendly (and also bowing to market conditions) -- meaning they may be more flexible than I ever realized.  They go into effect on July 1.  For more details go to SAG Indie.  More on that here later (maybe I'm going SAG now?!) ...

450 days and counting ...

J-Alden

 

June 29, 2005     - Competing Paradigms? -

This on the left, that on the right, and never shall they meet? ...

Serving on a jury all week through my life into a bit of a spin, but then we must do our civic duty when called upon, right?  Anyway, I didn't get to do all I wanted at the LA Film Festival, but I was fortunate enough to attend a couple of the seminar/panels.  One of the more inspiring, Selling Your Film/Maximizing Distribution (as part if the Financing Conference), was hosted by Peter Broderick.  Actually, he was the only one on the panel, which was just as well.  I had already met him several years ago, and have followed his career for the better part of a decade.  He has been a steady voice on the leading edge of indie filmmaking (especially the digital world), not just as a filmmaker but as one who stretches (and helps create) a possible new paradigm for indies to buy into and operate within ...

The details of his position were articulately spelled out in an article in the DGA Magazine last year.  He also has a website (films to see before you vote), which ties his filmmaking world into his political leanings (which is of less interest to me, since I personally don't see political solutions as really viable - both sides, or whatever number of sides, seem to inherently have their problems, limitations and axes to grind, and thus seem narrow and visionless).  Nonetheless, many of the films referred to on the site are obviously worth seeing.  Anyway, on to more important things, like filmmaking, illusion and imagination ...

From the reaction of the audience, I could tell that Mr. Broderick instilled a lot excitement about the future possibilities of indie filmmakers keeping distribution control of their films, and how that could happen.  Very empowering.  Now obviously, the gatekeepers of the industry don't agree, and even if they saw it happening might not go so gentle into that night.  Which brings me to the next panel I attended right after this one, Meet the Buyers and Distributors, basicially the indie/classics/arthouse divisions of the studios (except for Roadside Attractions, a small indie distributor), which was the complete opposite of what was previously discussed.  What a juxtaposition ...

These gatekeepers of course expressed how if we filmmakers made our films the way they wanted us to, that they would take our films and take care of it all for us.  The benevolent parent, so to speak.  Hhhmmm, a scenario for a future abused child?  There was such a crock of crap being laid out here I wanted to hurl big time, but I got the feeling that the younger, more naive crowd was eating it up.  I made eye contact with a few who had been at the previous panel and watched them roll their eyes way back in their heads as well.  Guess some us got what a con job this was ...

Tidbits:  Just wanted to mention a couple other characters I crossed paths with at the goings on in LA.  At one of the Low Budget Summit panels, Bang for Your Buck: Guerilla Marketing, producer rep Jeff Dowd was one of the panelists, who I had already met last year (we actually had a past connection - Blood Simple was the first film he ever repped, and the first feature I ever worked on).  He is of course, "The Dude", immortalized in the Cohen film, The Big Lebowski, and played by Jeff Bridges.  And as usual, he's quite informed and very entertaining.  Another guy to check out, who was on the same panel, is Tim Greene, a real guerilla filmmaker, and sometimes referred to as the 'Disney' of hip-hop.  Very funny, entertaining and passionate guy ...

446 days and counting ...

J-Alden

 

 

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